YO

GOT CANDY?

so... IM AN IDIOT

thanks to harikrishna.... the cosomos.... alah... and all other power beings my ass has been handed to me on a platter...

what is it they are telling me? I AM A STUPID LOSER WHO CAN'T STUDY IF HER LIFE DEPENDED ON IT... Oh well at least now I know not to beat my brain with school... Obviously school is not for me. I can deal with that... My previous tests have ended up in c... I am barely passing the course and I feel like a complete loser and idiot... I have been at my community college for five years now. That alone should have told me that I shouldn't be wasting my parents money. The fuck with this... This only proves something I new a long time ago... Once an idiot always an idiot...

All my efforts are in vain and don't get me anywhere... the hell with it... i am just going to have to live with this...

i hate my life... somehowit always ends in the pits...

135 lbs gained 15 lbs....
school=shit
work=stress


i just don't care anymore


adios,
ileana

Scuze Me While I Pass Out

extraneous \ek-STRAY-nee-uhsadjective:

1. Coming from or existing on the outside.
2. Introduced from an outside source.
3. Not essential or intrinsic; foreign.
4. Not pertinent to the matter at hand; irrelevant.

DEAR GOD!!!! If haven't known stress before, I know it now. I studied like crazy and I hope I get an A on this test. I have to. In order to get a finishing grade of a in my math class, I have to do get straight A on the rest of my tests. Dear god, HariKrishna, Allah and all the others that can help me out please please please give me an A and tell me I am not a complete moron... If I can get A on this test, I know for a fact that my work is not in vain.

So for the love of god help a stressed sister out and tell her her work is not in vain. I will give up my gangster ways and never sin again.

Amen,
Ileana

deprecate \DEP-rih-kayt\,

transitive verb:

1. [Archaic] To pray against, as an evil; to seek to avert by prayer.
2. To disapprove of strongly.
3. To belittle; to depreciate.

I WILL GO ON. I WILL NOT GIVE UP. I WILL GET A IN BOTH MY CLASSES. NOW I MUST HANG MY HEAD AND GO ASK FOR HELP IN ORDER TO GET A IN BOTH CLASSES. OR AT LEAST HELP IN MATH CLASS... CUZ IT'S SORT OF KICKICING MY ASS. MOTHER DEAR IT IS TIME FOR A BIT OF ONE ON ONE... HOPE IT'S NOTHING LIKE THE TIMES IN HIGH SCHOOL. I'M SURE YOU DIDN'T LIKE IT AND I DIDN'T LIKE IT EITHER.

ILEANA NOT GANGSTA DANGER

GANSTA DANGER

Very appropriate for today is.....


privation \pry-VAY-shun\,
noun:

1. An act or instance of depriving.
2. The state of being deprived of something, especially of something required or desired; destitution; need.

I got tired of the name Keana, much like the instant messengers that grow old and outdated my old cool name Keana has grown old and outdated. Keana "cool Name Version" 2.0 has gotten a new name and face lift. Introducing Gangsta Danger 3.0

Almost as cool as "Shaft" but not cooler than a highly intelligent video game player. Meaner than an old lady at a flea market but not a four month old kitten. Sexier than... Ok, you get the idea. Gangsta Danger is her to stay so get used to it mother... Shut your mouth!!!!

PARENTAL ADVISORY!!!!
EXPLICIT LYRICS!!!!

And since I lack any writing abilities please think along the lines of "Shaft's" theme song:

Gangsta Danger
Gangsta Danger
Gangsta Danger
There's not cooler version in town
GANGSTA DANGER!!!
She's the only newer version in town
GANGSTA DANGER!!!
Old ladies at flea markets
GANGSTA DANGER!!!
Only she knows the mean old ladies
GANGSTA DANGER!!!
Old ladies, flea markets, four month old kittens.
GANGSTA DANGER!!!
Watch out four month old kittens.


GANGSTA DANGER Y'ALL

P.S. Obviously there's something lacking or something I need. Maybe I will find it and posts like these would not be necessary.